♥LOVE NOTE – Monday March 31st, 2014
Dear LOVE-ing Ones♡
I am feeling very very celebratory tonight.
WooooooHooooooo ……. Big Happy Dance 🙂
It’s DAY 90 of the 365 Day Being-♥LOVE-Zero-Negativity Campaign!! And that means 3 MONTHS! of me daily posting on the Group page…….. I’m over the moon with delight that I have “hung” in there for that time.
I feel sooooooo good about it.
My posting everyday for 90 DAYS is probably the O N L Y solid structure that I have had in my life over the past 11 weeks. It was 11 weeks P.F. [Post Fire] yesterday…
And in fact it is the only thing that I can rely on happening each and every day!!
Most days I feel so tired!!…..Like tonight when I get up to walk I feel like my legs are stuck in glue…… Yet I do whatever it takes to post…
I tell myself that is perseverance and showing up and commitment and being of my word….YaY!
I see it as
sticking to an intention
having a direction
All things that have been lacking, and feeling almost impossible for me to set up in terms of the bigger picture of my life P.F. [Post Fire]
Today there has been a welcome and definite change in the weather after our veeeeerrrrry hot dry burning summer…….It started drizzling yesterday afternoon going into the evening and it’s been overcast today and drizzling on and off……and definitely colder…..brrrrrrrrrrr on getting in the pool….. which I am proud to say I still did yesterday….
This is my birthday week and it is the time of the year that is always the ending of our summertime here in the Hills of Perth. I find it remarkable that is coinciding with the end of this 90 DAY Action Plan and the beginning of another. Until I find a more descriptive name, I will call it:
The Next Stage P.F. [Post Fire]
The end of March-beginning to April is generally the start of much new growth at Warm Fuzzy Hill which is heralded by the stunningly, splendid Easter Lilies popping their heads through the hot dry summer hardened bare clay soil…
It is always feels like a miracle to me…..And this year even more so seeing the earth has been ravaged by the heat of the fire……some of the bulbs near and above the earth’s surface have been too scorched, but we are still being gifted with a beautiful display….
I am still shocked every time I see the contrast.
It makes my heart flinch……. and I feel myself just drop…… and retreat a little inside.
And it feels good after the rain that some of the dry powdery dustiness has settled…..I look forward to much more of that…..yet I am surprised and regret that the harsh fire-burnt smell is still so strong and overpowering.
I am choosing this to be The Beginning of STAGE 2.
April is the time to say our G O O D B Y E S to our beautiful Home with the demolition being scheduled sometime in May. I am not sure what will be included and what are the best ways to do this other than to keep some sacred time each day to do it.
One thing I am choosing is to not return to a full work load this April so that I do have both the physical and emotional space and time.
I have been struggling showing up on Susies♥HeartPathBlog to post but have decided today is the day or another month is going to disappear. I have been thinking much about you kind subscribers and value your patience. Posting will probably be a bit unpredictable and might even feel out of sequence over the next week as I catch up on the beginning to April.
I appreciate your understanding and forbearance……..it may feel a bit like a flood after a very loooooong drought so my hoping is I won’t overwhelm you. It is my intention to post the back-log of posts from the beginning of the year and once I have April up-to-date I will start on them.
My wish is that you will stay journeying with me.
So as this is the end of magnificent March I invite you to check out how you are going with any intentions you have set yourself….with the REMINDER –
ALL Micro-Move-Ments are movement!!
I would be grateful to have you share your celebrations of your achievements over the last few weeks if you wish to….
Let us welcome our southern Autumn and northern Springtime and new growth and new stages. May you be feeling supported on your journey whatever that is and wherever you may be.
Wishing you LOVE and Beauty allways, Susie♡
♡♥♡DAY 90 – 365 Day Being-♥LOVE-Zero-Negativity Campaign